In my Bioethics class last semester, we discussed an interesting statistic. America is by far the most individualistic society in the world. Most countries have a general sense of a community identity while America was at the far, far other end of the spectrum, having almost no sense of communal identity and an overly heightened individualistic independence.
I think this is because in America, we are taught that we are “special.” From childhood, each of has been fed a steady diet of feel-good phrases about how wonderful we are and how we can do whatever we set our minds to. I was suspicious of these even as a child. They seemed to be founded on blind and willful belief rather than any actual truth. We can all work hard to achieve things, but we also have natural limitations. I may have wished to be the next great artist, but my complete lack of artistic ability told me that was not a viable option, no matter how hard I might try.
Why do we work so hard to pump this stuff into our children’s brains when it is clearly not true? What is this need we have to be “special?” I think it is fairly obvious that from a worldly perspective, this nonsense comes from an over-exalted sense of self. We are all going to glorify something in our lives and for most, it is ourselves. Our great fear is to be average because deep down, we believe that an average life is not a worthwhile life. We need to feel that we are special in an attempt to fill our desire for meaning and purpose and value for our lives. The ironic truth though is that we cannot all possibly be special. To be special is by definition, a rare privilege given to a select few. If we are all special, then we are actually all just average.
What I have been learning over the past few years is that this thinking can leak its way into the minds of Christians as well. It is just a little more subtle and cloaked in the holiest of language. “God has a special plan for my life….” “God wants to use my gifts for His glory.” So what am I saying? That these things aren’t true? No, not exactly, but I think that our take on them can be self-centered instead of Christ-centered.
The Biblical Perspective on Being Special
So what does the Bible have to say about this? Does it reinforce our desperate desire to believe that we are special? Well, I think the answer is yes and no.
The Bible affirms that each of us is special in the sense that we are unique, created and designed in the image of God with inherent value and purpose (Psalm 139). However, in another sense, it tells us that we are not special at all. In fact, it has some very sobering words about mankind. It tells us that there is “nothing new under the sun.” Each of our lives is in some way, the same song, second verse. “As for man, his days are like grass, he flourishes like a flower of the field; the wind blows over it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more” (Psalm 103:15-16). That is not very flattering. If there is one thing that is not special, it is grass. It is abundant, replaceable, and easily forgotten.
This tells me two things. First, we are not at all special in the way the world would have us believe. No matter how gifted and talented we are, no matter how much we achieve, it has all been done before and it will all be done again and we, for all our striving, will soon be forgotten.
Secondly, we are special, but not in the way we desire. We want to be special in a way that glorifies ourselves and God refuses to give His glory to another (Isaiah 48:11). No, in and of ourselves, we are quite average and it is time we, myself included, come to peace with that. The only special things about me, I can take no credit for, even my gifts and abilities. I am special because God has made me in His image. I have gifts because He gave them to me (1 Corinthians 4:7). And by far the most special thing about me is that I have been saved by the grace of God and that, I can certainly take no credit for. In fact, what it really shows is how special and how infinitely precious and worthy of praise Christ is.
The Bad News and the Good News
This is definitely not the fluffy, feel-good message printed on posters in classrooms all over America. The bad news is that it makes us feel much smaller than we would like. It refuses to flatter our egos and pamper our pride.
However, I think it is good news as well, but we must first accept the bad news before we can receive the good news. The good news is that it frees us from our fear of being “average.” If our need to be “special” is met in Christ instead of ourselves, we find that being average is not such a terrible thing after all.
Moreover, I think it actually frees us from a small vision for our lives and gives us a greater one. Once we get past the disillusionment that we are not as wonderful as we thought we were, we can glimpse a greater purpose. God insists on humbling us before He will exalt us, but if we accept that humility, we can find that our lives can have greater value and purpose than we ever dreamed for ourselves. No matter how average a life may seem, if it is spent showcasing how special and infinitely valuable Christ is, instead of ourselves, that will be the most special life of all. And that, my friends, is very good news.
The Example of Christ
No one has demonstrated this better than Christ Himself. Being God, He was certainly more special than any of us could hope to be. There is none like Him. And yet, for our sake and for the sake of obeying and glorifying the Father, He put that aside to become completely and incredibly average. He became one of us. If we really want our lives to be special and meaningful, we are instructed to follow His example, He “who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death–even death on a cross!” (Philippians 2:6-8).
How average He must have seemed. How terribly ordinary. And yet because He insisted on obeying and glorifying only the Father in the midst of His horribly mundane and humble human existence, “God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father” (Philippians 2:9-11).
This tells me that what we need to fear is not being average, but in missing the point of it all: that God is less concerned with how special we think we are than how special our lives shows Him to be. And that it is not so much about finding His special plan for our lives as it is about finding how our average lives conform to the special plan for His glory.
I read a quote recently that really impacted me. It said that “it’s better to play a small role in God’s story than to cast yourself as the lead in your own fiction.” The fact is that God’s story is the only one that matters, but He only takes those who are willing to deny themselves, to deny their own need to be exalted in order that they may exalt Him. This may entail leading an incredibly average life of which no one will take any particular notice, but if we can be content with that and any small and humble role which God would have us play, we will not have missed out on His good and perfect plan for our lives. Moreover and most important, in be willing to lose our lives for His sake, we will gain Christ Himself, He who is life and who is the treasure and prize for which God has called us heavenward.
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